And once again, it’s been a very long time hasn’t it. The idea of writing has always been at the back of my mind, but I never got around to doing it. I’m lazy, and there’s been a lot going on as usual. Seems like I say this phrase a lot, I guess I always have a lot going on, that its not even a reason anymore.
I don’t know, but I’ve been really busy with uni and friends, I didn’t feel the urge or need to blog, and didn’t have the time for it anyways (or maybe didn’t make time for it, to jolt down what I’m thinking about). I usually now think, and go to sleep, without sharing or writing down what I’m thinking about. I also keep a personal diary, which I haven’t written for even longer than this blog, I haven’t read it either, I don’t even when was my last entry to it.
I’ve been having a lot of drama going on with me too in the past month or so, and it hasn’t been the best really, but I’m living and coping, because some people are just stupid and won’t cut it out with making others suffer, and I have to live with it. Anyways, I went off topic, or was there a topic to begin with?
I didn’t really have any idea or anything to talk about when I logged in and started typing this, and I still have nothing to talk about. I’ve also noticed that I’ve been breaking away and coming back a lot to the blog, and everytime I used to call it a come-back, and sort of welcome myself back to my blog, and start posting a lot of things in like a couple of days, a blogging overload as I call it, and break off again.
I really don’t care about consistency anymore, or posting regularly. I’ll post whenever I feel like it, and you can read it or not, I don’t care either. I don’t really see the use of this blog right now, I don’t document everything I’m thinking about here, because a lot of people that know me actually read this blog and I wouldn’t wanna be rattling myself out to everyone I know, and I don’t see it as a commercial tool either, yeah I had a roll of posts about music and metal, and interviews and stuff, but that’s not a Metal Music blog, so I can’t really keep doing that all the time, and I don’t find any use for it anyways, if you want metal news u have blogs like The Metal Reporter, which has much more news, interviews and stuff, its dedicated.
This blog is just like me, its about everything and anything, its not dedicated to one subject or one theme, its just total randomness. I don’t mind it.
Anyways, I can’t keep typing forever, and I have an Anatomy Practical exam tomorrow, so I need to get some sleep, so that’s it for now, and I don’t know when I’m gonna come back and write something new, but it may be soon.